Help yourself before you help others

It takes one minute to think a million thoughts; it takes years to change for a lifetime. Change as in, freeing yourself to be who you are, to show you that what you have been doing everyday, every year, every time, has lead up to something so great. Something so powerful that not even you can understand, no one can understand. There are those times for everyone where they have this moment. This moment of a set back, knowing that everything has lead up to finding yourself, who you’re suppose to be. Everything around you suddenly doesn’t exist.

It’s like the world took you and spun you around, wrapped you around in your own world to make you realize that your time is now. Now is never, and never is impossible to overcome. Overcome the state of mind that has you so secreted in this mindset of thinking that everything around you, owns you, controls you. Takes your ability to make you see the never ending days of a revolving routine of abuse. Abuse to the time that you have been given from this world that has you spinning in all different directions. The time that slips away from your hands, before you even have the chance to grab it. Time is inevitable, time is unreal, but the reality that comes out of time is life. Your own life to do anything you want to do, overcome any situation thrown at you. No one said it would be easy; the world can’t let you walk on it like it’s not there.

If you can realize, and accept that time will never be in your hands, time is an imaginative feeling that gives you false hope that you can wait another day, another hour, another minute to find yourself. If you accept that, then your time is now. You will always have the desire to change the forbidden thoughts that are eating away at your soul, but wait on the “right” day to change that feeling. The hope your mind is giving you, and the chances you think you will take but never do. What is there to lose? Who said it was ever okay to live in a world full of hate, and despair. Live in a plan, a state of mind that everybody lives by. This sequence of events, that people base time off of, to feel safe and not have to question the actual span of time. Living day by day, just accepting that it’s okay to think it might change. Every single person thinks the world will change, but if everyone thinks someone is going to make the difference to change it for the better, then in the end there is no one to change it.

Every person matters, including you. If you didn’t matter then no one would matter, there wouldn’t be a world to live in. A world to make you think and question, what is making you spin around and around in the same direction, without giving you a path to follow. The only way you can make the world stop from spinning is to grab it, and bring it to the palm of your hand, and realize you control the world. You are the one that makes the change, to live every minute in motion, and defeat the feeling of what if, regret, and sorrow.

What you could have done, will never be gained, what you should have done will always be questioned. What you do now determines your faith of finding out who you are going to be for the rest of your life. Before the world picks it’s self up from the palm of your hand, and starts spinning again except without you, because your time has ran out. Learn to live, live to love, and love to learn who you are, and what you can accomplish for yourself from now until forever. Because time isn’t in the palm of your hand, the world is.

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